{i have lost it….i got nothin!}

Have you guys ever lost ALL motivation?!  Well, i am there – i have ZERO motivation….nothing…zip…zilch…nadda…

I have hardly even looked at any blogs in the last 2 weeks – something i normally do daily.  I am just not in the mood for it – its a little sad really.  Normally when i think about the projects that i want to do in my house i get so EXCITED – my heart beats faster and i think about it all the time.  At this time i have some projects in the works – but nothing is getting me going.

My husband left out of state for work about 3 weeks ago and will be home in another 3 weeks – i HAD big plans…big big plans…but now i am just not feelin it.  I really need to get motivated because i promised him that i would have a few things done before he came home.  Usually this is when i bang out the projects and get a bunch done, this time i am just lazy.  And i tell you, lazy is hard – its so tiring!!! 

I don’t know if i am just burned out or what – i got a lot done this last year while my husband was in Iraq and i think i am just ready for normalcy again…get back to our routines, get back to having someone to cook dinner if i don’t want too, someone taking their half of the chores back, driving the kids around, paying the bills (worst chore EVER!!) – all that fun, normal everyday stuff!!!  I think i am just exhausted – i need a vacation…hint, hint if you are reading this :)

Anyways, my inbox is packed – if you are waiting for a reply i will get to it soon!  And i have so many projects that i want to share so i am not going anywhere, i just wanted to let you all know that i didn’t disappear and i will be back posting soon!!